Everyone wants a piece of me. No surprise, considering that my job is to be professionally good looking. But after spending half my life on the runway, I’m tired of people only seeing the surface: the model, the party boy, too vain to notice that men only want me for my body. I notice, and I hate it, but getting free of all that means giving up on everything I know. No wonder I grab onto the first guy who gives a damn about me. I didn’t know he came with complications.

Now I’m stuck between two best friends who need to get over themselves and admit they love each other, and the only other man who sees it too. Something tells me I’m either the catalyst that’s brought them all together, or the dynamite that’s going to blow their friendship apart.

If I can only keep my head above water long enough to find out. Let these men protect me from my compulsive need to drown my problems in alcohol and acting out. Or have I stumbled into another situation that’s going to cost me everything?

A gay Why Choose romance for readers who love power bottoms, hurt and healing, second chances and first-time feels.